LOL its been 19 weeks since my last post...and i have no idea waht it was about. But things here are ok. My sinus' are killing me at the moment thank god for Claritin. Been really busy with life. CC is now closed and I work at Staples. (yay for job) ITs going ok. Just different than what i'm used to obviously. Anyway i have more stuff to get done.


I'll be back soon.

Ya know things ahve been going pretty good. Yay for having my DL now. lol I actually got it in the mail today. :D *squee* now I just can't wait to get a car of some sort. I haven't been training for about two weeks or so right now. I kinda have my own reasons. I might go back. Right now I'm not too sure. I'm still there everyday doing my normal stuff, jut not classes. Sunday I'm thinking about doing Jiu Jitsu. lol I did it the other day and it was awesome. I love it :) I just need to do it more.

Anyway things are generally good. Had an interview the other day for Circuit City, hopefully I'll hear something from them soon. If I don't hear anything tomorrow (is when I'm supposed to hear something) Then I will call on Monday.

Anyway I need to get some work done.


<3
Amanda

So I need to update LOL I honestly hadn't had a whole lot of time to do so though. We have a belt test tomorrow and my focus has been getting the school ready for when that. Speaking of which we are doing alot better :D makes me happy. The general officey goodness I've been doing Joe told me has been helping out alot. Dude its a full time job like seriously. I'm up there around noon and I don't leave til like 10 pm or later O_O anyway its awesome and I love doing it :D Other than that the infection thingy seemed to go away with in like two days of putting this awesome antibiotic I still have on it. I love that stuff.


Anyway yes generally things are good. Still no job but I'll be goin to the TWC on Friday (should be) to see about getting something lol cause this is getting ridiculous. Wish me luck on that. All I want is a PT day job so I can still go to school next semester and still help with the school and etc.

Ok so I need to go. I has a paper thingy to do for tomorrow.

Hope all of you are doing good.

<3

My brain is going 90 to nothing right now. I've got things with the school that are on my mind. There is a situation I don't think I mentioned here. lol I know I mentioned it on my myspace...then I seem to either be getting an impetigo on my face or I'm having a reaction to some food I've eaten alot of recently. Either way you can see the fucker from space and I want it gone. Also there is the money making thing that is on my mind. I'm at a point where I'm a little over whelmed with things at the school to do my own stuff. The ATC at the TP is gone a lil wonky with someone losing their stuff. People are becoming impatient ( I totally get that) but what can I do ya know. I've offered to send them out with out the cards that person made but the majority wanted to wait. So I've left it up to everyone to decide again what would they rather do and then made an offer to send some artowrk to them as well.

I have a tiny custom pony to finish and put up for auction. I'm gonna go ahead and get that done tonight. Then work on getting pics uploaded. ARG my brain hurts. I need fucking money and no one is fucking hiring. FUCK I would love to be in school right now but you know what the person who offered to help me get there fucking BAILED. So all you guys who are in school right now are fucking lucky. You know if you offer to someone to help them. Then get their hopes up and bail. YOU SUCK. If I ever do that to any of you please let me know. I can't get grants because I owe Eastfeild money therefore I can't get back into school until I pay them. Its not much but as of right now it would break me completely.

I'm trying to be positive. I'm trying my damnedest. Out of my family I think of done pretty well for myself. I'm not married, I dont have kids, I'm not divorced, I'm not married to a guy my dads age . All I want to do is go to fucking school. You know whats the worst. My own sister has taken my dream and fucking ran with it. Stupid bitch sucks ass as an artist and yet she is getting into galleries. Will she give me any advice? Of course not. Why? Cause she is selfish..Oh and did I mention a little nuts. Ya know she's my sister and all and I don't mind going to the occasional Baseball game with her (mainly cause I like Baseball, I like the Rangers and hey if i'm goin for free I don't care who its with.) but geez I'm not that fond of her.


On another note. I need to go take my DL test and guess what I DON'T HAVE THE FUCKING MONEY TO DO IT. I can't spare the 25 bucks to go take the damn test that I will ace.

The biggest thing on my mind is the mentioned situation above that I said was on my myspace. It sucks and it hurts. I need someone to talk to about it, but I'm scared to talk about it. There is one person who knows the situation fully (for the most part) and I don't know why I can't just open up and talk bout it. I guess part of me is afraid of annoying this person (although they'd openly let me know) and then again I think I might be afraid of what they might say. Then again I feel that I need to deal with it on my own figure out my feelings and what I feel I should do. ARG...see why my brain hurts. Anyway..any advice that any of you might have would be helpful. Cause I am at a loss.

Hey everyone :P How are ya :D ? Things here are good. I think this week I'll be getting back on a normal schedule. I have to take care of Nathan early early early in the morning. So yay! Excited to be back to normal-ish.

Anyway a tiny rant today, but you know whats annoying...people who have to argue after every statement. Seriously, its like they have to 1-up you. You know I hate arguing with stupidity and thats basically what it turns into. I know I'm right and I can prove I'm right and if I'm not I don't have a problem saying 'Oh you know what I was wrong. Sorry.' But when you argue jstu to have a fucking argument I hate that, I'm a person who doesn't search out for arguments. I hate arguing. Amazingly enough I want to be an atty. LOL That doesn't require arguing per-say but it does require proving a point based on facts. and ya there is a lil arguing but there is a point to that argument. Anyway that is the rant. I despise people who 1-up or argue just to argue. UGH annoying.

HAHA whats even funnier is when people say 'Oh I don't like to annoy people' but then do the things that annoy those people LMAO dude srsly. Ugh.

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Room redoing is going well :D cleaned off my desk for the most part and threw away ALOT of papers and stuff. LOL got rid of some clothing that I don't like anymore. (haha gave it to mom) Can't wait to get started on it tomorrow :P :D xD

Anyway I has to go.
<3
OZ

PS. OH haha the belt test this November is gonna be interesting. xP HAHAHAHAHAHA xD

going 90 to nothing. LOL No srsly it is. It like hurts its going so fast. So much to do so little motivation LOL.

My room is officially driving me insane. It needs to be torn down and restarted. :D Yay project for my Sunday. xD I need to figure out some kind of plan for all these well...things LOL I've got an ASSLOAD of random Bamboo. no srsly just a shit load of bamboo randomly everywhere. There isn't like any specific order in here its just a complete anarchic universe in here...minus the freaking ponies. They are the only thing is some sort of order. Thats the scary thing. I have pictures but I'm not posting them now HAHAHA


ALso I WANT A LAPTOP! Badly...srsly i do...T-T I need monies..so I need a job too. I wnat a new camera as well so of course that has to do with monies. I'm hoping this thing with Teresa works out and then again I'm really gonna be happy if this thing with Nathan works out. That would be fly yo. WTF...


SO ya see lots on the brain.

Also I need to get some stuff mailed to people and then some artwork done for this dude named Jacob. RAAAAAAWR :P well for now I'm gonna go.


Oh did you check out livelavalive yet??

Man has it been an awesome week! I honestly can't think of any bad things this week LOL even the whole me not digest foods correctly isn't bothering me. LOL the way I see it well I'm gonna drop the weight so lol bonus :P LOL. My mom supposed to et some medicine for me but meh doesn't bother me either way.

Alrighty so a while back I promised some pictures of the Comic study didn't I lol...well I haven't finished yet so ya..I can't produce anything for ya yet. BUT I do have some ATC's that you might like to see... So far its just the Joker and Harley Quinn, but I plan on doing a few more of Scarecrow (OMG THE BEST VILLAIN EVARRR!!), an Clayface and a few others, of course the Batman standards but I'm getting my favorites out of the way first. My plans is to do a few different series of them.

So my friend Shelby kinda got me hooked to this youtube channel. Guy's name is Mitchell Davis. aaand here's his link...

www.youtube.com/user/livelavalive

Luff him he is teh awesome. and there is a shameless plug.

You know what I'm so sick of TV. Ugh its useless completely and utterly useless...I mean I have CNN on my homepage (yes not my homepage but on it...thank you google :D ) So I don't watch it for the news and i'm not even home enough to get the entertainment side of it. By the time I get home from the school its like 10-11 pm...nothing is good on at that time..and srsly I've seen every episode of Friends and Will and Grace so I'm pretty burned out. lol I've seen Pulp Fiction like 10 + times now..shich its still good cause lets face it, its Pulp Fiction.....

So finally I just turned the damn thing off and started to listen to some Modest Mouse. Man I less than three them. I should DL more of their stuffs. Anyway I'm going to head out. More things todo :D

<3

-OZ and yes check out Mitchell Davis. He is awesome.

SO this weekend is proving itself to be fun. I was hanging out with a friend of mine yestday and it was teh awesome. Thurday Joe let me borrow Pulp Fiction so I've been watching that..alot...tryng to soak in the awesomeness before I have to give it back. So Fri..not too bad..Sat...awesome...Sun for the most part good. Until I get the call from an idiot. Basically trying to hint to me to chekc the messages at the school more often. You know what I can understand that cause well I forget sometimes. No big deal. but ITS THE FUCKING WEEKEND WE AREN'T EVEN OPEN. HAHAHA and when I did check them there were three and none of them were anything to worry about. I'm not gonna let this dude bother me though. He also hints to me having a deal worked out with Mr. McSpadden and how much said dude would rather receive it in money form. Whatever. I've got it worked out with JM2, so I don't have to answer to you.ANyway now that the mini rant is over i feel a lil better.

Oh so much to do and never enough hours in a day.

I need to prepare some things for sending.
Clean my room.
Do the commissioned logo.
Get some shirts done for teh school.
Go to the school for a lil bit (I guess)
FINISH THE DAMN PONY

lol and there are a few others I don't remember at this time. Soo...I'mma get busy and blog later.

-Oz

There has been a lil bit on my mind here lately. Monday I had a chance for a job and a lil while later I had gotten a call from my dad saying that it was taken. Would of been awesome. Sure I would have had to put up with my dad at 6 am but lol I do that a lot already. Job paid 10 bucks an hr. I could have gotten my car and that fucking house off of Lawson. That same day I find out that Joe has decided to let that house become a HUD house. That sucks. In one day it seemed for once things were going to be ok and then all at once if felt like my 'testicles' have been ripped off. Yep I said testicles. lol couldn't think of anythng else. Had to start over on the pony. The clay was drying and getting crappy to work with....stupid polymer. I do have some good things to speak about. This weekend I placed 1st in Forms (sparring i placed 3rd but meh i'll get Silvia at the next one.) Today I had sparring and personally i think i did great. First time I had fun sparring in a long time. :D I can't wait for tomorrow and hopefully I might get to spar someone who rocks. Other than that Brice was telling me to apply for ACS...its a comp. company he works for. I'm gonna give it a shot. lol put Brice's name down so we'll see what happens. :)

I'm finally getting a little motivated to get some stuff done. Washed my clothes and started my towels, and i did semi start my room. Personally I think its too the point It'd just be easier to pack everything and unpack it all over again. Im just trying to get motivated to do stuff again. Lol here lately all I ever feel like doing is sleeping and then hopping on the comp so RP, play games, and read some awesome fanfic that has me completely hooked. and trying to finish this god forsaken custom that seems to be unforgiving.

Chris came by today lol. It was good to see him ^_^ which is funny cause I was jsut thinking about him. If you haven't kept track..we have this funny way of doing htat to each other.I miss him being in my life. Its feels weird without him. In all honesty I almost just dismissed him forever as of last week thinking I'd probably never see him again. Just got tired of it all I guess( by all i mean the waiting). Seems so story-book every time we see each other though. Usually I'm asleep, mid afternoon, I hear the dogs barking...and not shutting up..not too loud just enough to alert me that someone I know is at the door but who ever it is is friendly. So after few attempts to dismiss the barking as my mom or Shirley or someone else I don't feel like seeing I roll over and poke my head out from my curtain only to see a silver 2005 PT Loser sitting out side my house. Of course giddy I grab my blanket wrap myself and scuttle to the door. Hair all crazy eyes hazy and everything. Chris doesn't care, he has seen me worse lol and he has been married...not like it matters..sides he likes me for me and it never mattered what I looked like in the first place. I open the door enough to poke my head out at him and smile :D He giggles at me and makes a funny comment about me sleeping in til the 'crack of noon'. I let him in and after huge hugs of awesomeness that neither one of us wnat to release from. We head to the couch to talk bout new stuffs in out lives and what things we need help with. We listen contently as if we see each other everyday. Our conversations last forever then he has to go to pick up his kids from Becky's or pick up Mary. Both of us drag it on as long as possible then sadly he has to leave with promises of coming back soon. Everytime its like this. Rarely do we actually leave my house to do anything we just here in my room or on the couch and talk and laugh and show off whatever new things we have found. I miss him so much, it hurts. Good to see I'm finally over the urge to punch him in the face. Then again I hate him for having this effect on me. I trust no one as much as I trust Chris and I haven't let anyone get as close. For a long time I was sure that if I ever lost him I'd lose it. Now I think I would be ok. We've recently been through something very rough and are still trying to recover a little bit. Things are almost back to wehre they were and the moment barely seems like a memory. I had talked to Joe about most of the situation letting him know only the necessary details and he told me truthfully the main reason guys have girls as friends. It wasn't vulgar but I can see it being true to my situation. Maybe Joe is right, but hten again maybe this is one of those funny little relationships that doesn't end. I hope it doesn't. I've always just kinda thought somehow all the stupid little plans would work out. Sadly I've given up that hope this year. It jstu never does. I could I guess if we really followed stuff but shit just keeps happening. We can't get out head above water long enough to breathe. Anyway Its 3 am I've got two hungry bettas mad at me and a bed that is calling for me.

=Oz

I can't complain about this week lol even me getting sick on Tues. It hasn't been a bad week. Good things.
1) Joe is back as of yesterday.

Yay XD lol makes life at the school easier. There is no confusion there is no BS and what he says goes. xD

2) I will be in Lindale Saturday and will be competing

I've found a little bit of that mean streak I've been afraid of for so long. It feel great to have struck it a lil bit . I can't wait to spar.

3) MY PONY IS ALMOST DONE! GEEZ I WANT IT DONE! i keep finding things to change lol


there is alot more but why list it lol. I'm listening to some old Korn and damn its bringing back awesomeness. lol There used to be a group of us when I was at Skyline when Korn just came out. Some teachers dubbed us children of the Korn..well for obvious reasons...we all dressed/looked/.acted the same. and we all listened to them and other bands. They were a cool and strange group to be around and I wonder what happend to them lol

On another note guys...you suck. and I hate you all. lol nothing angsty or anything.
All the good ones are taken or gay or sooo not my type or some other random reason. LOL no jk but srsly grr and wrath to all testosterone. XP HAHA
BTW for the future whenever I decide to remotely begin looking..I'd like a guy I CAN'T beat up. Cause if I can beat you up...there is a problem. lol I want to be protected...not the protector. xD
and what is up with the penis envy guys....no one cares about your penis. GAH!

I'm feeling a HUGE urge to write. I've got tons of storylines in my head but hadn't put them to paper yet. In all honesty right now I've got a million things floating in my head. I need to get this ATC done and out of the way so another can start. My room desperately need a cleaning. I have artwork to get done. I have ponies to finish. I need to practice my form (HAHA) ummm..need to get my shit out of the living room xD and clean the bus and play with my wacom and beat this stupid level on Xmen Legends. (stupid level DX) etcetcetc. XP RAWR BUSY and yet i never get anything done :P

Peace out.
Oz

ghettonino: ill play you again in a min
Ozzy Scott: sure
Ozzy Scott: just buzz me
ghettonino: kkk
ghettonino: lol
Ozzy Scott: LOL
ghettonino: i didnt mean to do that
Ozzy Scott: you racist bastard LOL
ghettonino: lol

Well it was my first full week back in training and it went pretty well. I've started to lean down again. Personally I can see it in my arms and hands (hehe I've got veins popping out in my hands XD and the ones in my arms are starting to) But friends say they can see it in my face and along my ribs. We have a new instructor...well kinda new. He's one of Joe's first instructors uner Beasley. His name is Brice Anthony. Pretty cool teacher. He'll push ya for sure. I'm severely impressed on his flexibility. Its insane. Anyway things are ok, been a crazy week, BTW there this movie called Instinct...watch it..its pretty good :D Its on TV soooo i'm watching it. Anthony Hopkins=awesome. On another note. I'm doing an art study on some of my favorit comic artists. ALways wanted to learn American comic style lol so I figure I've got the time I might as well do it now. I'll post some pictures when I'm done :)

Today I had a tumbling class with Matt last week I was so scared for many reasons. Its been a long time since I've really tried doing this stuff and I'm always to afraid to in my normal classes. Matt rocks as a teacher, and of course so does Joe love me some Joe too. Matt is like really pushing me and it makes me want to keep going hard everywhere else. Today infact as soon as I get off of here I'm going to put down a work out regiment and keep track of everything including what I eat and how much. (Which I should be doing already but haven't yet) Today I actually held my handstands and brought down the right leg and did snap downs and my cartwheels are looking better. I jstu need to rebound a lil more . I had told Matt that I threw up a lil lol which I did and he was like well that means your working too hard and I was like no remember I've had that Monster and some Doritos today and thats it and he was like well there lies the problem. I totally agree but this work out class is exactly what I needed to get my butt back into gear. I'm going to keep pushing myself hard, and I'm gonna talk to Joe and Camilo and see if they can help me with that. With both of them I know that as soon as I start pushing myself and show a little more then they keep pushing you know and thats what I want. (btw on the food lol I had like four hrs of sleep so i wanted some immediate energy LOL i'm prepared for the flaming though ^__^ )Lol when I came home I like stripped down to the skivies cause well i was hot..and felt like I was going to puke. It was crazy though I felt crunches that actually worked and found out that I can do mountain climbers and I need to work on my pushups again cause I use to be able to do them pretty good but then just kinda stopped. I EVEN FELL! lol I hate falling that is like my worst fear in doing anything. I don't fall. I despise it. Even in one steps I just won't fall. But today XD I fell ^_^ lol and I was ok ^_^ and no one laughed or anything or made a big deal ^__^ and Matt was like are you sure your ok? and told him yes and just kept going :D It was wonderful ^_^ Ok I think I'm done rambling lol ^_^

<3 Oz

Not a whole lot. lol I've found a new addiction called Subeta and I've been on that. Well...that and watching Cowboy Bebop. Other than that in all honesty I haven't been up to a whole lot. My ankle is ok. There was a pneumonia scare at the dojo. Becca got it pretty bad. I'm sure I don't have it because I'm positive it would have been noticed by now, but I do have some crazy sinus thing going on. Just got done watching Jupiter Jazz.. ^_^ that is like one of my fav. episode sets. ^_^

I've been wanting to draw more but honestly I've had alot on my mine really keeping me from doing anything but Subeta. I'm even questioning me going to classes. My dad is supposed to be helping me get back into school..right now thats all I want to do is get back into school. I really miss it. As far as jobs go I dont really having anything planned. Jeff apparently called my cell phone today and I have no idea why. Maybe he'll call back. I called the office but he was in court. then i got a random txt from a number ....O.O lol I never get random txts from a random number. LOL so I called and no answer. Anyway I'm kinda sad one of my sketch books is almost done. lol not like I don't have a few others tready to be used but I've had this one for so long its kinda sad to have to archive it now. Some of the stuff Imma go through and erase and draw over cause most of the mare pure nothingness and I hate that. BAH I'm gonna jet. Gotta get back to a partially normal sleep schedule. send some lvoe though and my poor bettas need me too so ya i gotta go. Hey JOhn :D see there was a good reason why I told you Happy Birthday Early LOL! Sorry i missed it dude hopw it was good *HUG*

Oz- out :D

I have had the best couple of days ever here lately!!! My friend Hector have been hanging out and doing some awesome RP's and I'm working on an awesome story line and I've got some artwork ideas :D. Today was like perfection though. I had tumbling and then had competition class and then my friend Kristy and Shelby and I hung out and went to Ross where I bought this most awesome bag of awesome ness


for 17.99 when the normal price is 98.00 like seriously no joke. I have the original tag. I'm not into designer bags and shit..but i think i found some i can live with :D *huggles bag*

http://www.cnn.com/2008/CRIME/06/19/faith.healer.deaths.ap/index.html?eref=rss_topstories


Go to that link and read.

YOu know one day may be people will understand that whom ever you worship will preform a healing WITH THE EDUCATED HANDS OF A DOCTOR! Isn't that "miracle" enough that this deity gave society people who wanted to help people and drove them to go to like 12 years of schooling just so they can help you fucking pee when you can't so your own urine doesn't kill you? Wow maybe it just is to me..cause you know I giggle at the small things in the world. Geez


rant over.

THis made me laugh :D thought you would enjoy it :D


viglionenitemare (11:57:47 PM): lmao dude i jut read a headline and i swore it said 'Tainted tornadoes raise eyebrows for food blahblahblah"//
viglionenitemare (11:57:52 PM): haha it said tomatoes
ScurvyPirateLass (12:06:54 AM): XDDDDDD
ScurvyPirateLass (12:07:08 AM): that's the funniest sentence
viglionenitemare (12:07:10 AM): you know those damn tornadoes messing with our food and stuff
ScurvyPirateLass (12:07:17 AM): and tainting it!
viglionenitemare (12:07:21 AM): LMAO
ScurvyPirateLass (12:07:42 AM): eeeek, tornadoes have eyebrows
viglionenitemare (12:07:51 AM): HAHAHAHA

...... ok i chickened out. lol

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Ya I'm still looking for a job. In all honesty a little more serious than I was before when I lost my job at Ron's. Right now I'm exhausted and in pain and frustrated. I've made a goal to lose some weight and I have a long term goal to lose a substantial amount of weight in the course of a year. I have been trying to motivate myself from sleeping too much during the day even though I seem to always get more things done at night.

Hector, the picture is actually finally going well ^_^ Its a pretty good size :D and the Faye one alone is going to be a huge size. LOL you're gonna like them ^_^ On another note...we should hang out soon lol I'm free for a while. Bring your Guitar Hero controller and if you have either of the first two bring em too. I have three already.


Anyway I'm actually pretty sick of my room. Its too freaking small. its a 10x11 room when I've always been used to like freakishly large rooms. Damn do I miss them. I still have a goal to get out on my own. I'm sick of seeing people younger than me move up quicker than I do. I know there is a reason why I haven't really moved up yet I just really wish I knew what it was. The thankful thing is that I'm not pregnant, I'm not married/divorced, and I don't have kids as most people my age and apparently younger do. Haha this brings me to think of a friend I have who is about my age or younger who has 4 kids and is preg again..she's married yes but she has no job no goal and was constantly bitching about how much her life sucks...and then I quit talking to her and my life became a little happier. :D

LOL Is any of this making any sense whatsoever? I hope so.

I've joined a community on here called 100poundstolose. My mom hasn't been to supportive in the past and lets face it we humans need support. So far everyone seems really supportve and I made a post on the ponyboard just to solidify my goal a little more and everyone is really jumping on board to be either supportive or wanting to shed some lbs. themselves :D and even if its not that they are also just wanting to eat healthier. ^_^ FOr the first time I really think I can do it. :) Thats a good feeling.

I'm sure starting next week I'll feel a little better because I guess I've got to train some before I compete. I dunno I'm feeling blech right now. Just don't feel like doing anything but sleeping and artsy stuff. Anyway I'm out.

-Oz

geez tough choice..Pirates...they have all the fun...